Went for a drive. Listened to the cure. Cried. Smoked a cigarette. Cried. More cure. Now, tv and bed.
Never good enough.
So many good things.
Yet my heart still aches. I find no peace. A mindless drone. I walk on. Class after class. Shift after shift. I wake every morning. Still empty inside. I sleep every night. More empty inside. My heart still aches. It still yearns. Another day. Another day.
It really bugs me how much shit philosophy majors...
When your mom cries and you're just like
i don’t think i’ve ever seen a post with this many notes Because there’s nothing more universal than the feeling of impending doom you get when you see your mother crying. This is the post with highest notes on tumblr
I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find there’s no relief in...– Finnick Mockingjay
I killed the bug.
I can go to sleep now. Yay.
I hate bugs.
Especially the big slow moving mosquito looking ones that like to attack you in your bedroom. Damnit. I was going to go to sleep too. I can’t kill it, or touch it or even be in my room. Its gonna eat me, or kill me. I am so scared of bugs. I think its unhealthy. >:[ ugh!
Obscure questions to ask me!
1: What eye color do you find sexiest?
2: White, milk, or dark chocolate mocha?
3: If you could get a Sharpie tattoo on your back, what would it be?
4: Did you grow up in a small or big town? Did you like it?
5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
6: What kind of smoothie sounds really good right now?
7: Most embarrassing moment from your elementary school years?
8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
10: Pirates or ninjas? Why?
11: Have you ever climbed a tree more than twenty feet off the ground?
12: Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
13: If you could have any pet in the world, illegal or not, what would you get?
14: What's your most favorite part of your body?
15: What's your most favorite part of your personality?
16: Madonna or Lady Gaga? Neither? Both? Who cares?
17: Have you ever watched the Superbowl all the way through?
18: Have you ever watched any major sporting event drunk?
19: What's the most delicious food you've ever eaten in your life?
20: Margarine or butter? Which did you grow up with?
21: Whole, skim, 1%, or 2% milk? (Did you know they make 1 1/2% milk?)
22: Which continents have you been on?
23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
24: Backpacks or satchels?
25: Would you wear a rainbow jacket? A neon yellow sweater? Checkered pants?
26: What was your favorite cartoon growing up?
27: If you had to have a cow or a pig, which would you take? Why?
28: If you had to look at one city skyline for the rest of your life, which would it be?
29: Longest plane ride you've ever been on?
30: The latest you've ever slept?
31: Would you buy a sweater covered in kitten pictures? Would you wear it if someone gave it you for free?
32: Do you pick at scabs?
33: Favorite kind of bean? Kidney? Black? Pinto?
34: How far can you throw a baseball?
35: If you had to move to another country, where would you move?
36: Have you ever eaten Ethiopian food? Vietnamese? Korean? Nepalese? How was it?
37: Small, liberal arts school or public university? Why?
38: A relationship with love or one with sex?
39: Do you eat enough vegetables?
40: Do you like horror movies? How about thrillers?
41: Would you scratch a crotch itch in public?
42: Do you swear in front of your parents?
43: Coolest thing you've ever been for Halloween?
44: If you could change your natural hair color, would you? To what?
45: Do you want to get married? Have kids?
46: Do you use a reusable water bottle? If not, you should.
47: City or nature person?
48: Have you ever used something other than "makeup" as makeup? (Like paint? Markers?)
49: Can you walk well in high heels? Even if you're a guy?
50: Post 5 awesome things about yourself. BRAG AWAY!
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It snowed where I live...
It is like seeing a mermaid… or a unicorn. It happens as often as we get a good president, which is never. So it snowed and it was awesome! I had a snowball fight at 3 in the morning in my driveway. Incredible. I felt like I was back in Wisconsin with my family. Anyways, there is still a little bit of it left this morning and I tried to show my cat and he really could care less. He just gave...
Cuddling with my cat. Can’t sleep. My tummy hurts. And life hates me. In other news, I got a new job! Also, I really want a family… And a baby. For now… My cat will suffice.
It's not worth it anymore.
None of it is worth it.
Where is my damn cat when I need him?
Alone another night.
I just don’t understand what is so terrible about me… Am I ugly? Do I smell? Don’t I make you happy? Why aren’t you happy… Why won’t you ever love me the way that I love you? Why am I still here…
Me: Can I be attractive?